上课

镜子里的自己，今天，已经是个有白发的中年人。

在这一段日子里头，工作，似乎变成了我的全部。
但是，我今天竟然决定了拿一些自己兴趣的课程。虽然没有在我的工作上有任何的帮助，但是，往往为了兴趣。不理了。

好笑的是，整个课程我只有看着他的身材，
望着他的下半部，不禁乱乱的猜测他的弟弟是拉上去的，还是垂下来的。

然后我看看他的手臂。

不禁自己偷偷的在哪个角落里笑 。
竟然想象他是色情片里的主角，然后。。

慢慢的脱下他蓝色的上衣，。。。。


突然间他指着我。
我望上去。。。足足眼神停留了五秒。

开心。

原来单纯的老兔子，那么容易满足。
哪怕孤单久了。一个笑容，我也会很开心。

加油吧。。。。

很久很久

很快的，新的一年已经过了9天。

想想自己在这段日子，我做了些什么？

又会做些什么东西呢？

结果，

觉得自己很多东西还没做好。

今年，就开始我的健身大计划吧！

一步一步。。

看来，我将会限定自己有个日记，好好记录。

加油。

The smurf = GAY

今天，我又跟朋友处街。
越来越感觉我的朋友有点可爱。

感觉就是跟他出门的时候，
他就有给人感觉在吮手指的样子。
样子，还ok.. 可以说，他的性格很吸引人。

跟他出去，很舒服。

今天，
我跟他说，

‘知道吗？smurf 是gay 的.’

他说，‘怎么可能？’

‘你注意到吗？smurf 只有男，没有女。’

‘有啊。。。就有一只。。’

‘那是因为，smurf 表达的是gay..’
‘女的代表，transexual... 你没注意到smurf里，有个，很爱美的，喜欢插花的男smurf吗？
他是sissy 的，还有，很多architect都是gay 的。。。。’

我的朋友就望了我，说，
‘有意思。。。’

‘你知道吗，gargamel 其实是指homophobia的人。。。因为要赶尽杀绝。
他们那么开心，因为，gay 就是要开心的。
你注意到吗？他们住在一个很远没人的地方，那叫gay community..
他们准备的gay festival.. 其实是mardi gras..
那么多smurf跳舞，你不感觉是在DJ station 吗？’

我的朋友。就那样的瞪着我。
眼里哈哈哈的笑

我觉得他很可爱。

然后，我也偷看了他一眼，

那可爱的朋友。。。。。

Chapter Ten - The fall

"You got really great abs.." Jack was staring at Jonathan in the shower room.
"Ha ha..", before he knows it, Jonathan was blushing..
"You too.." , as Jonathan was trying to swing away from his attention.

Without both of them knowing it,
It was a show of two delicious meat in the shower room.
The running water made both their muscle's glowing in the dark.
The scent of the soap, making the atmosphere a lustful one.

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Jack started to sip his hand into his swimming trunks..
Slowly rubbing.
Slowly ..
And the swimming trunk suddenly droped to the floor.

Jonathan looked.
Giggled... like a kid.
He saw Jack's full naked body.
It was a scene made in heaven.
He stared at his neck,
his butt,
his penis.
and wonders if there a stamp stating 'made in heaven'
but there was none.

He can only admire..
Before Jonathan even noticed,
Jonathan started rubbing soap under his swimming trunk.
and his swiming trunk slipped down as well..
where he revealed his perfect six and a half inch dick.

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There was no moon in the shower room.
But vividly, you can hear enigma's 'lust' was playing around..

Procedamus in pace
In nomine Christi, Amen...
Cum angelis et pueris, fideles inveniamur
Attollite portas, principes, vestras
et elevamini, portae aeternales
et introibit Rex Gloriae
Qius est iste Rex Glorie?
Sade, dit moi...
Sade, donne moi...
Procedamus in pace
In nomine Christi, Amen...
Sade dit moi qu'est ce que tu vas chercher ?
Le bien par le mal ?
La vertu par le vice ?
Sade dit moi pourquoi l'evangile du mal ?
Quelle est ta religion ou` sont tes fide`les ?
Si tu es contre Dieu, tu es contre l'homme.
Sade es-tu diabolique ou divin ?
(3x)Sade, dit moi...
Hosanna...
Sade, donne moi...
Hosanna...
In nomine Christi, Amen...
B : Find LoveThe principles of lust... Are easy to understand
Do what you feel... Feel until the end
The principles of lust... Are burnt in your mind
Do what you want... Do it until you find Love...
C : Sadeness (Reprise)
(3x)Sade, dit moi...
Hosanna...
Sade, donne moi...
Hosanna...

End... of Jonathan

Dear Friend...

I really think I sucked in writing stories.
so..
That goes my writing career..
Well.. It's definitely not the end of Jonathan.
He is .. Living his life. The fullest.

So is me. Living my life.
For everyone's information,
I am Officially 'Celebrity Gym member' .

Joined the first time.
Why I joined?

The fitness consultant (Front desk sales) asked me a question.
"Either you want to be like this forever or do something now."
"We are offering a chance for you to be a celebrity. Or be like one!"

"Err......"
"Let me consider first..."
"Which credit card are you using.?"
"I want to consider first.."
"Ok.. Which credit card are you using?"
"CIMB"
"Can I have a look at your credit card?"
".... "
"Done.."
"I thought I mention I want to consider first?"
"No.. I will decide for you ."
"Huh?"...

And I ended up signing in.

"Remember, you are the best!"
"Huh?!"

I seriously needs his persuation skill..

Then he sent me to another fitness consultant.

That looked like "sylvester stallone"
"Are you serious? to become a gym member."
"Yes."
"Then you will need my class.."
"No, I am poor."
"Then you should leave. Because you are not ready."
"Huh?!"
"....."

Where I signed in another course of Personal Trainer.

Hence,
I officially announced, I am a celebrity member and BROKE because of the Personal Trainer course 20 classes (RM 140 per class of one hour)

and seriously again. I am not a good in talks like this...
And after I joined.
I found that there is not a single 'leng chai' there to 'KAP' (Cantonese- meaning admire)

......

ANyway. I can only wait... No more swimming. But there will be sauna stories.

Errr... got one already. But I will keep it for next post. THanks again. My friends.

Chapter Nine- Jack

It was a wonderful Saturday Evening.
As usual, Jonathan came out and did his normal routine.
Swimming.
He doesn't know why he is that attracted to the sport.
The idea of swimming is a personal sport that he can do it himself,
or he is able to view half naked men doing the same thing he is doing.

..................................

Today is an interesting day.
Jonathan from afar vividly saw a guy watching him.
When Jonathan swim, he swims as well..

"hi.. I am Jack"
"Jonathan"
"Often swims here?"

"When I am free.."
"You gym?"
"No... normally i just jog or swim." replied Jonathan.

For no reasons Jonathan was mesmerized by this Jack.
He got dark eyebrowns.
Long lashes.
He looked a bit like Wonbin (Korean actor)..

It seemed odd when Jonathan was acting like a small kid with candy.
He felt his heart pumping fast and his only intention is just to look at Jack.
......


"Wanna grab a bit afterward?"
"Ok.." Jonathan replied. Half giggling like a kid having his first candy..

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Chapter Nine - A new beginning

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There are times when we did the wrong things, got punished..
But life goes on.
We learn.
We grew..
and in somehow we became stronger.

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Jonathan did the same thing as well.

After the club incident, he felf part of himself lost.
And decided to quit his job in Penang and transfer to Kuala Lumpur.
He can't bear the past here and decided that he needs a fresh new start.

He dyed his hair autumn red.
It was those color that is a combination of green and red that will make one's face shine.

He changed his clothings.
He changed his life.

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It was only then he met with his prince charming.
Jack.

There is a saying, bear the rain and you will see rainbow.
So will Jonathan.